Thursday, March 13, 2008

"Afraid of Change, Afraid of Staying the Same"


Anyone who has known me for any length of time quickly figures out that I really don't respond well to the "time in between" of life. I am afraid of change to some degree, and afraid of staying the same to some degree, but what really scares me is the "time in between." I hate when things are just hanging in the balance. Ollie is due April 2nd, I am out of school already, Matty's future career is dependant on so many variables that I've lost track, and I simply feel stuck. All options are actually good--which is pretty unusual for us, or anybody for that matter. Ollie, even if born today, is not premature. School is fine. Matty could become a professional full-time writer or a teacher and he'd excel at both. The feeling stuck is simply boredom, I suppose.

I am nervously trying out this blog. My yahoo 360 account is annoying because no one can leave a comment unless they belong to it. I have had almost 1300 views, but no one can say anything. But, I am scared of change! We'll see how this looks.

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